“Things get bad for all of us, almost continually, and what we do under the constant stress reveals who/what we are.”
~ Charles Bukowski, What Matters Most is How Well You Walk Through the Fire
It’s the hardest thing I’ve done, this path I’m walking right now.
In fact I’ve found, daily – to my bewilderment, that I can endure more pain than I’d ever thought possible. I sob, it brings me to my knees, I rage against it and then break into tiny pieces wondering how I can take it anymore, and yet here I am.
Enduring.
And something else…
In bringing me undone pain is also somehow stitching me back together.
I am learning to go beyond the pain to a place that is endless, timeless and beautiful.
A place that fills me up and allows me a spaciousness in my soul I could never have imagined.
Perhaps we must all first be broken, in order that we can truly heal.
I look forward to sharing this part of the journey with you when I am out the other side.
You’re in my daily thoughts, prayers and meditations.
Bless ♥ Nicole xx
“I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love.”
~ Charles Bukowski, What Matters Most is How Well You Walk Through the Fire
Thinking of you Nicole, you have been a burning light for so many people, and were the first person to help me on my healing journey, I’m not quite sure what is happening for you Nicole but you have been an inspirational person I want you to know that. Sending you much Love, and Healing. xxxx
Sending you all the possible healing love that I can Nicole. Slobby dog-kiss for Bert The Carer 🙂
More hugs XXX
Thinking of you a lot and knowing you’ll be just fine when you come out the other side! Jx
This dark tunnel you’re presently in will bring you to a bright and beautiful life once you’ve passed through it. You’re a brave and determined woman! Still sending prayers for massive healing. xoxo
Blessings, Nicole. http://www.visionsofheaven.com/AAngels/newsletter_2014_0208.html
oh that photo is awesome! go get em Nicole. you are fierce! 🙂 xo
Nicole, my heart aches for you. I pray for an end to your suffering and a return to bountiful good health. Your strength, endurance and positive outlook in the face of such pain and illness is, however, inspirational. You help me to put things into perspective. Much love to you Nicole.
Thinking of you and here is hoping you recover soon.
The very first word that came to me, when I read your heart rendring post, was MOSAIC just think how beautiful mosaics are …all made from tiny pieces . You are in my thoughts .
Cherry
A long & winding road deeper into courage .. vulnerability .. & you … Inspirational <3 <3
Inspirational .. & humbling .. we all have much to share <3
Thanks for the update – sending you healing thoughts and prayers. xox
Yes you are in my daily thoughts, and meditation. Counting down the days. Sending strength, courage, healing and love. xxx
Love, strength, and more love to you my friend xxx
Was thinking of you and then you popped up in my Fb stream, Yes just one week. I have you oin my daily prayers and meditation. You truly are an inspiration and there must be some higher purpose for all of this
love and blessings Namaste Suzie xxoo
I know you have a Marianas Trench of deep strength. Counting down the days with you sending so much <3 <3 <3, light & healing xoxo
“The forces that shape the world are greater than all of us, Majesty. How can I promise that they’ll conspire in your favor even though you’re the Queen? This much I know, when the storm breaks, some are dumb with terror and some spread their wings like eagles and soar.” from Elizabeth The Golden Age
Hugs and love for this monumental journey! sx
Sending you light!
oodles of luvvvreee and soft gentle hugs….XO
Sending love and thoughts your way every day! Amazing journey! Xxxx
Hope Nurse Bert is holding up! X
I want to rage against the unfairness of it all, but all I can do is send love, and trust relief is in sight and healing is under way xx
much love Nicole xo