“There is no illusion greater than fear.”
~ Lao Tzu
I did the scary thing last night.
In front of quite a large group of people I sat in trance and brought my Guides through so that they could address the group directly.
I wasn’t sure how it would go. I wasn’t sure if anyone would even want to come. But I decided to be brave and put it out there and then see what happened.
I’m no stranger to channelling. I’ve been doing this for almost thirty years. I teach it. I spend hours in this state every week.
But still…
I always have a dialogue in my head before I begin.
What if nothing comes through?
What if I make a fool of myself?
What if personal things about me end up being disclosed that I may not have wanted known?
What f I stuff it up?
You’d think that after all this time those voices would be quiet by now, but no. I have learned to let the dialogue happen, and to ignore it at the same time.
Last night I channelled in front of a group and something wonderful happened. Like it always does, every time I channel in front of a group. People in the audience heard messages just for them. My Guides were able to speak and get their messages out in ways that truly helped other people. My audience had a good time. They found some things out about themselves that will help them to continue on their own path.
Yes, Sokli managed to find a way to talk about poo. Yes, Rollo was his usual cheeky self and said things that would have made me blush and disclosed personal stories about me. It was still okay. It was okay because it was real, and I was able to be vulnerable and to trust this big group to be gentle with me in my vulnerability – and they were.
Thank you to everyone who came last night! It was a terrific evening, and I’m looking forward to having more evening channelling sessions next year.
What are you holding back because of fear? What do you fear to put forward, in case it doesn’t work, or you are judged for it, or _________________ (insert your own list of fears and worries)
Until mid December we have this wonderful opportunity to plant seeds of goals and dreams for the future by taking some small action step towards that thing now.
What could you do to take you closer to your dream? To take you closer to living a more authentic and satisfying life?
Take that tiny step. I promise it will be worth it.
Holding space for you to be all you came here to be,
Nicole <3 xoxo
