“If you’re going to doubt something, doubt your limits.” ~ Don Ward
Welcome to Week One of our four week journaling challenge. There are some very favourable energies about right now to help us in connecting to our authentic selves, and from that place of truth we can then dream a new life, a new self, a new future into being.
This week we’ll be influenced by the Full Moon in Taurus. This beautiful moon is also known as the Earth Mother’s Moon. The Earth Mother Moon helps us to understand our life as an ecosystem, so that we can identify and give ourselves what we need to thrive in a balanced and sustainable way. It is a practical energy, a patient energy, and a kind energy. Sounds good, doesn’t it?
Because we’ll still be under the influence of the recent partial Solar Eclipse and the previous New Moon in Scorpio all this month, we need to work with these bigger energies too. The gift here is in seeking the truth, completing patterns from the past, and experiencing breakthroughs as we step into this new phase of our lives.
To do this we must be committed to becoming honest, vulnerable and exposed with ourselves. We must be brave enough to own our truth – not the one others ascribe to us, or the one we would like to choose for somewhere outside of ourselves – our truth just is, and we find it within our tender, wounded, doubting hearts.
This is a time for exploring and owning what has been repressed, forgotten or shoved to one side in our lives.
It’s a great time to facilitate a gathering awareness of our truth and a strengthening sense of wholeness for ourselves.
And wholeness gives us hope, strength, valor and inspiration.
Choosing a Crystal
You may wish to choose a crystal to work with this week. It is entirely optional, and you’d be fine without one too – but for my fellow rock lovers, read on…
You can hold this crystal as you write or meditate, place it under your pillow or beside your bed while you sleep, or carry it in your pocket to help you stay focused.
You could choose your stone based on what most appeals to you. That’s a very valid approach. But if you need a little direction, good crystals to work with this week include:
- Clear Quartz or Quartz with Inclusions or Phantoms
- Tiger Eye
- Petrified Wood
- Smoky Quartz
- Red Jasper
Here’s what I’ll be using – it’s a Tibetan Chlorite Phantom Quartz with window. Feel free to let us know what kind of crystal you choose by leaving a comment below or over at our facebook page.
Begin the challenge by writing this dedication in the front of your journal, and then signing your name and date.
I yearn to create a life for myself that is richly fulfilling. I am open now to truly understanding what it is that I need in order to thrive, to grow, to shine.
I understand that I deserve to be happy, and I am prepared to sit in vulnerability and truth in order to clear the obstacles to my happiness.
I am ready to own the parts of myself that I have cast aside. I am ready to embrace my fullness, my wholeness, my true and complete soul truth.
I understand that I am destined for more – being more, loving more, sharing more, having more.
Although I am uncertain, although I still cannot name all the changes I desire, my heart is open to them if they be for my Highest Good.
Today I honour my desire and intention for positive change, and I offer it up to you, trusting that I will be guided to discover the next steps, that I will be drawn to inspiration and opportunity, and that I can create a life for myself which is more expansive, more aligned to my purpose, more in flow.
My commitment to you is that for the next 4 weeks (and beyond) I am willing to explore and open to the possibilities of change, and to celebrate the many Blessings I already enjoy.
With love and gratitude,
(insert your own name here)
Week One Meditation:
We can’t think, or be in flow, if we are stressed and uptight. This week, before you begin to reflect on and journal your exploratory questions, take a minute or two to perform this simple meditation.
Belly Breathing Technique
Before you begin writing, sit or lie quietly. Place your crystal in one hand and then put that hand over your heart. Place your other hand on your belly.
Visualise a colour in your crystal, or if you are just using your hands, visualise a colour in the palm of your hand above your heart. Breathe in to activate your hands and let that colour expand, so that it links both of your hands. You’ll now have a glow of coloured energy sitting from your throat to your groin. That light is healing and energising. Don’t think about it too much. Just let it be there in the background. Close your eyes if it feels comfortable to do so.
Now take 6 deep breaths.
For each breath, when you inhale focus on your belly rising out further than your chest.
Take 6 long, slow and unforced breaths, gently allowing your hands to rise and fall with your chest and belly.
You’ll feel your body relax and unwind. You can stop after six breaths or do another cycle of six.
Now you’re ready to write!
You can choose any or all of the questions below. I suggest going with what resonates and repels for a good balance. Write as much or as little as you need. It could be three words or three pages. Spread it out over a week, or spend a solid hour or two over one day – it’s up to you! If you’re in flow, keep going and see where it takes you. Be ruthlessly honest. Be practical. No airy-fairy here please. We need tools we can work with.
If you’re using a crystal, hold it in your non-writing hand, or place it in your lap or pocket. Feel free to get yourself a beverage, or to sit in a coffee shop while you do this. Enjoy the process!
Know that this journal work will provide a platform for future planning, growth and self-awareness. You’ll be coming back to these answers again in the future, so take your time and enjoy the process.
You can also write more in the future, taking yourself deeper and clearer each time you come back to that question. Trust that more will be revealed as your own wholeness is revealed.
If you don’t know how to answer something, ask yourself what am I resisting here? What can this teach me about myself? And then be brave and go deeper. Come back to that question again and again until you have clarity or at least a starting place for understanding or further action. If the question is impossible, seek help. A counselor, a healer, a trusted friend or adviser, or whomever else feels right to give you some guidance around this question.
- What does my physical body most need right now?
- How can I best ensure that my body can have these things it needs to thrive?
- Do I need to get help with my health, and what would that look like?
- What environments make me feel good?
- What helps me to have a restful night’s sleep? – How can I create more of that in my life?
- What movement and exercise does my body most need? How could I easily and realistically bring that into my life?
- What style of clothing helps me feel like my best and most authentic self?
- What self-care routines most nourish and heal me?
- What small things in my life that are a source of irritation can I deal with effectively now with just a small amount of effort or organisation?
- What big things in my life irritate or worry me, that I need to face up to and sort out or give to an expert to sort out on my behalf?
- What have I always believed about myself that is keeping me small?
- What have others told me about myself, or have made me conform to, which is limiting me and my happiness?
- Who is bad for me?
- Who would I benefit from seeing more of?
- Do I need more hugs and connection, or more personal space right now? How do I make this happen?
- What things have I stopped doing that used to make me happy?
- What things am I doing that make me unhappy or unbalanced right now?
- What am I stopping myself from doing?
I, Mother Earth by moonxels at deviantart
And now for some dreaming and co-creating energy. Be informed by the writing you have done with your exploratory questions. Let yourself step into the energy of possibility and growth. Let yourself dream about how good life could be. Don’t limit yourself. This is about painting your canvas with the colours and energy that will shape a powerful positive future life. Write at least a paragraph. Be detailed and specific where you can.Truly imagine what your best life could be like. What do you look like? Where are you living? What does your day look like?
If you’re still not sure, then write it as a story, a fairy-tale that might one day come true. Don’t limit yourself. Be joyful in your creating! There are always the seeds of truth and possibility in dreams and imagination…
1. My desire and intention for my body and health that I am now creating is that…
2. My desire and intention for my love relationship that I am now creating (this could be with a life partner, yourself or even with God) is that…
3. My desire and intention for my lifestyle and work that I am now creating is that…
And remember to pop over to our facebook page this week. There will be extra rune guidance there for you. I’ll be giving away some lovely surprises and there will also be a party later this week where I’ll be on line to answer your questions and have some fun! Let’s make magic together. The world needs you and your gifts.
Lots of love, Nicole xx