I will lose myself
if it means I can find you.”
~ Alaska Gold
I didn’t mean to do it.
I meant to open up one folder, to check one fact, on one page, and to add one small note that was in danger of being forgotten if I didn’t immediately write it down.
I’m meant to be finishing the edits on the last three chapters of my memoir right now. I’m meant to be getting ready for my August retreat. I’m meant to be finishing the content for my new website. I’m meant to be catching up on sleep.
So it was only going to be one thing captured on paper. Not even proper writing. Just the recording of a small idea…
I sat down a little before 9pm to write that simple thing before I went to bed. A simple thing about a dragon and a sister who loved her missing brother very much and could not give up on him.
At 2am I looked up again and half the night had flown.
The fire had burned to cold ashes while I had been traversing volcanoes, diving with mermaids, flying through the night sky on the back of a winged beast, and engaging in acts of espionage and treachery.
My skin was goosefleshed and my feet were icy bricks.
My cheeks were streaked with tears, and there were three new chapters on the screen in front of me.
I didn’t mean to do it. But I am glad I did!
This writer’s life is such a glorious adventure.
Much love to you, Nicole ❤ xx