Tears are words that need to be written.
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Hey, Lovelies.
Well, the news around here is still boring.
I’m sick.
Over the decades, living with chronic illness, I have become a master of working when unwell. Working when dying even. But this time I just can’t do it.
This RSV infection that went down onto my chest has become complicated and more nasty. My lungs are burning and I can’t catch my breath, and it feels like I have a steel band around my chest. I’m exhausted, and everything is hard and my cognitive function has tanked. Please don’t worry – I have great docs and great drugs. I’m just bummed, because when I get sick on top of all of my usual chronic illnesses it hits me hard. And this time I’m staying down.
I’m sad because I took my mask off in a hospital (I needed to for the tests I was doing) and caught an infection after years of having been free of any kind of communicable disease.
I’m sad because I had become used to feeling better, having more energy, and not having to deal with this sort of thing.
I’m sad because this current illness is making me miserable and stealing precious time from me.
So, yeah, I’m having a bit of a pity party here.
That’s the thing with being immunocompromised. When I get sick, what takes healthy people a week or two to get over can take me months and months.
Bleurgh! So bummed!
Anyway, at least I can blog from bed. And Ben’s taking great care of me. And I have some great audiobooks and a beautiful view of blossoming trees filled with lorikeets. So, it’s not all bad. But I just want to be back at work!!!
If you’ve got some to spare, send me healing vibes!
Love, tiny violins, sad faces and mugs of herbs, Nicole xx
Flight of the Concords says it so well…
Strongest and fast healing vibes to you Nicole.
Another great thing is ‘oil of wild oregano’ capsules. Very helpful IMO.
I included you in my metta meditation .
I hope it helps.
❤️
Hugs and prayers for wellness headed south!
Healing Mountain Energy on its way, Sweet Soul…and tons of LOVE xox
Dear Nicole thanks for sharing. It sounds so frustrating. I am sending healing energy to you Mary-Anne x
Soothing energy sent.
It can wear us down when we often feel sick and it is a bemmer…………….
No small violin playing for you…a huge one because that is so sad and big. Sending all of my love and oodles of determination for your weary body to get on top of this again. ❤️🩹Simone
Sending prayers and speedy healing
Julie
Oh,no ,hope you turn the corner very soon,rest up and stay positive.x
Sending you positive vibes & much love!🙌🏽🤗💖
That’s completely shitty – I’m sorry 🙁 Sending powerful healing light to surround you sweet one. xx
ohhhh Nicole❤️❤️❤️ some times can be tough😟😟
Long distant Reiki healing to be sent,Nicole.♡♡♡♡
Healing wishes and loving thoughts sent.
Healing vibes and loving thoughts sent your way.
Sweetheart .. close your eyes, breathe in gently that expansive greenness outside your bedroom window .. breathe out those *%#¥##€ bugs … repeat and know I am holding you close to my heart .. XO
Thinking of you Nicole 💕 .. let the tears flow.
Oops, you getting an infection was not supposed to happen……..! I am searching for supportive words for you, as you give so much support to others, just by your example and how you respond to adversities!! Anyway, enjoy the downtime – I have just finished the book “UFO of God” by Chris Bledsoe – very interesting!! love ya! Paul
Sending you healing vibes and a virtual hug! 💫