“A challenge only becomes an obstacle when you bow to it.”
~ Ray Davis
Blogging ish hard when:
- Your eyes don’t work
- Your brain is on vacation
- you need tozoom the page to stupid percent magnification to see anything
- the keyboard for your compuzer seems like a monster swapped it for a foreign langwage.
But I’m not giving up/
I had my eyes properly hopsital and specialist checked witha gazillion tests ans scans because I have lost vision in one eye and the other hasgone all hazy (that was a bit scary. in fact it’s the first time I’ve really been worried. I mean, sick I can cope iwth but technically blind would be a whole other ballgame) and the good news is my eyes have actually improved/ Pressure better, less opticnerve inflammation. MAcular is smoother. That’s a good thing. And now the glasses they said I needed at the last eye test they say I don’t need now.
Which is kind of hilarious seeing I can’t see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So it’s a brain issue and a die-off of bacteria in my eyes issue, and a dirty tears issue thank you Lyme. Isn’t that good to know?!
And it makes writing hard. (And walking, and navigating and finding things in the fridgeand making things get to your mouth without spilling) But I am a writer and that’s what wrioters do. Rise to teh challenge. Forgive bad speels – OI think my keybpard is alien, or my gingers have forgotten the alphabet – all these keys look so close together and kind of the same/
So I shall keep blogging in my squinty eyed way and perhaps tomorrow I shall make more sense.
Anyway, I love you! Monster eyed and all…
Shall now go and do a healing meditation for us all, focusing on developing clear sight in every aspect of our lives. SOmetimes when looking out gets hard we best look inward. At least meditation is something i can do right now, eyes firmly shut! Bless xx