“The future is yet unwritten; the past is burned and gone.’
~ Inscription on the plaque of The Garden of Lost And Found, Sir Edward Horner 1900
How are you travelling? The 12th of December is the last Full Moon of 2019, and it’s a big one. Can you feel it? I’m expecting you may have been feeling ‘over-sensitive, tired and emotional’. And that’s okay, my beautiful big-hearted empathic and intuitive friends. Feeling is what we do. Caring is who we are. It’s a big moon energy pulling on us all right now, and we’ll be feeling it more than most.
I’m in Shanghai right now, on vacation, so internet is patchy and my blogs may not always post at the time you’re used to. But please know I’ll be checking in on you. I want you to know I’m thinking of you, and you’re in my daily prayers and meditations.
I love this quote, ‘The future is yet unwritten; the past is burned and gone’. It is a poignant reminder for us as sensitives and empaths as we wait at the brink of 2020.
I expect that you will have been riding a rollercoaster of emotion these past few weeks, and I know that this will continue for you for the remainder of December. That’s why it’s so important that this be a month for rest, reconnection and emotional recuperation.
So much is being burned right now. Our house is on fire, and as an empath, a sensitive, an intuitive, you are the canary down the proverbial coal mine (or is it a literal one?)
You might not be able to put into words this loss you are feeling. This grief. This undercurrent of discomfort. But, lovely, oh lovely, your big fat heart knows. Your sensitive aware soul knows. So much is already burned and gone.
It’s okay to sit with the enormity of that. Be gentle with yourself. Be gentle.
And then remember this:
The future is yet unwritten.
You came here to be part of these times. By anchoring your energies of love and light, by working on the things that make you come alive, by putting energy to your passions and sharing your heart’s work with the world you will help to write a future that is more aware, more connected, more compassionate, more inclusive, healthier, better, stronger.
So, it’s okay to feel the weight of grief and loss, but don’t lose yourself to despair. There is work to be done. YOU are part of the solution. Don’t give up. Together, we will rise.
I love you. I believe in you. I believe in us, and in our future. So rest up, because our time is almost here. Let this last Full Moon of 2019 bring up all that emotion that needs to be witnessed, and then rest and get ready for the new year, the new decade, the new era.
All my love, Nicole xx